Come to think of it, i havent really like posted anything all the way from last year around June or whatever to now and well, i think it best now to quickly put in a few goals and whatever to start this whole year. Well, 2009 has gone by so quickly and its probably time to seriously reflect on the past and rethink various goals for the new year ahead, although its like Feb now but nevermind its still best to start with goal-settings anyway but yes, i admit i still have a lot of catching-up to be done with my work and stuff like Science or whatever. Nonetheless though , on the other hand my CCA training sessions have actually increased from 3 days to 4 days, [ and the remaining one last pathetic day... i have RS.] %^%*^!

Like how in the $^$*&^ anyone can possibly hope to cope with the various subjects when just about everyday i reach home at around 9 plus [ and no kidding, really 9 plus] and you expect people to not fail your tests.And thats only the part about reaching home. After eating and bathing and what other crap by the time i actually finish all the daily homework and projects and whatever its already about midnight and yet we have like a fresh new test the next day.

And yet for the very one day that i so called pon CCA to go home to revise for the tests that -ing teacher-in -charge has to come knocking on my door and ask me to go see him after school.

Not only is the stress coming from that %*^&I- ing teacher in charge , i am also cut in between a whole volley of crap from the various subject teachers, my parents as well as my own CCA captain who keeps niao-ing me to go CCA . As in like seriously if you were to tell a guy to get good results for his studies, at the very least you have to provide him the TIME to study right?

ZZz Sien. And the only thing that the other teachers would ever say to someone who has the same kind of predicament as me would be: Go manage your time well . Yeah , Right, like i have TIME even for me to manage.

And the BEST part is , what in the $%&^ can i say? Can i like say: { Well, to heck with all that. I'm probably past caring anymore. You want results. You give me TIME. No time no results. Can't decide? That's your problem. I tell all of you teachers,parents , captains what : you damn $%^$& -ers go talk among yourselves and give me an answer.}

But well, that can't happen can it? Those people don't even know each other LOL. Nevermind. Haiz . What a great way to start the year ,man

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